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thank you very much Mel.

thank you very much ATC, i never doubted my friends here, i know i have made some angry with me, I'll gladly take the blame, but sometimes good friends get into it, but most times it can be settle with a kind convo, thank you for the thoughts and prayer, i just hope The Lord does have his vengeance.

well i sent me younger sister my older sisters wishes (for Mary lee and Robert to stay away from the funeral) she said Mary told her the samething..... i didn't ask who else she told, but looks like I'm not the only one who knows...... but at least i don't have to carry this choice on my shoulders alone......i do have a question..... can anyone explain to me how a so called mother can be so vindictive to the father of her kids, and also her own kids ???? maybe I'm just not that smart, or she's just a extremely warped person...... what ever the reason..... she can't depend on me any longer, not after this, when Robert throws her out for over dosing again, she can go live under a bridge far as i care..... because she's been told she will ot be allowed to move in with any other member of my family, most likey will be arrested / tresspassed if she tries...... i know she will be if she tries to come back to my home.

thank you wheeler i appreciate the kind words...... i agree with you 100% im glad you just popped up, i wanted to know how your wife is doing better i hope.

yes sir, that and opioid pills, and street drugs....... my older sister always called only child syndrome..... the effects some single child families.... oh we tried in the past, when i was a small child i witness my older sister wrestle pills from her and flush them down the toilet after she threatened to over dose..... she's pulled this stunt so many times i don't exactly know how many but it's close to 7 or 8 times, especially if she didnt get her way, we finally said enough, i told her you have to want to be helped, and you don't, you just want to take pills, and do as you please no matter what it does to other people, and we have delt with this for so long but no more, your own your own..... I'm shocked she's still alive...... but at least she can't torment my older sister any longer...... i thank The Lord in heaven for that......i just wander who's next, if she bothers or threatens me, i will hand over the opioid pill bottles (to the police) in Roberts name that she stole from him...... and she go straight to jail, i know i want loose one bit of sleep, I'm sorry to be so blunt about this but that the way it is.

thank you Bcs...... i haven't desided what I'm going to do, after all no one wants her around anymore, and she did this to herself. thank you Big Bird i appreciate the thought, I'm not venting, just stating facts.... Mary lee has always been a trouble maker...that caused havoc in my family, but i have to admit my hatred for her is deep, and always will be..... I'm sor ry for how blunt i have been in my statements about her, but she's wrecked both my sisters lives till they got married and there husbands said ENOUGH and then she wasn't allowed to go to any celebrations visitation or and gathering ether of them had, and she's also not allowed at ether of there kids homes....... and i don't want her back in my home as she wrecked it the 1st time back when she was released from a Memphis mental hospital for over dosing again, i gather some of you don't understand my thinking but all 4 of us my pop oth sisters and myself lived with this mess for years...... till she was caught on tape cheating, and my father devorsed her and threw her out of his house, things got better for a time, but it in fact will never end till she's dead, and she WILL NOT BE MISSED!!

thank you for the thoughts and prayer..... yes you have helped me many time by talking with me over my problems, I'll never be able to repay you...... she did smoke, and was a heavy drinker, and i had talked with her about stopping, but she chose not to stop, thank you for the offer, but you have you and your family have your pain to deal with so, my offer still stands, if you need to talk to me same goes, i finally have my phone sorted to get text, and sometimes phone calls, but because of you know who (the pill headed drama queen) i keep the phone off most of the time but i do check my text often, i was telling fish a a while back she chewed me out because i didn't go to the hospital to see my older sister....... by the time i found out from my little sister email, she had already passed on, and where was the pill head ? you guessed it stoned in bed at Roberts........ i hate her so much now..... i also learned she was trying to split my older, and her own daughter up, just before older sister had the blood clot..... so i put part of the blame on her, and my older told me she did NOT want Mary lee aka our so called mom to come to the hospital in case something happened, and she alsoq doesn't want her attending the funeral, but she only told me this (far as i know) I'm suppose to break it to Mary lee and Robert (they are to stay away!!!) so I'm in a jam....... that's part of the reason I'm so angry.

thank you for the kind words and prayers RubiDan, yes sir your right, the chemo made her very sick, but seemed to have been working (slowly) I'm not sure what complications cause the clot..... at least she's not suffering any longer........ because she was in alot pain, and refused to take pain pills, until the pain got so bad she couldn't stand it.

thank you Ted, Marcuswayne, and Tnn for the kind words and prayers.

thank you shade.i appreciate it.

thank you fish...... i can't believe how sudden this happpened.

thank you jeep...... I'll miss my sister she and my pop raised my younger sister and myself, my so called mother did nothing but drama and opioid pills.. listen I'm very angry right now..... i think best i not vent....... but i thank you for the kind words.

i just got another email...... she passed on, she's in heaven now, and no longer suffering, i don't feel like talking now, sorry fellas, I'm extremely angry, because i know my drug addicted so call mother caused part of this from her drama!!!!! i wish her a safe trip back to h--l where she came from!!!

i was sitting here..... just thinking, and i got an email from my younger sister, about my older sister few minutes ago (who has stage four cancer) suffered a blood clot..... the doctors told my younger sister she will not be coming out of this so i take it, it effected her brain..... i don't know all the details as of yet, and i prey the doctors are wrong.....she was doing better.... then all the sudden a turn, i didn't think i would out live her...... i maybe taking some time away from the forums..... i need time to think about things.

i believe your right fish, i just never seen one with a front clip like those, maybe a specail fire heavy duty rescue version...... i know the old late 70's GMC 2500 fire truck we had had been modified some..... heavy front bumper 4 speed stick with two pto units, one on the trans, the other on the transfer case heavy leaf spring front and back deep tread wide tires rear dif auto locking rear end, and a massive radiotor.... with a direct drive flex fan.... hydro boost breaks, but she was a gas burner 350 CID 4 bolt main manual locking hubs..... no a/c and a larg diameter single exhaust pipe...... we had planned on purchasing it... to haul water for spreying crops , and hauling water to cattle during drought years (maybe call it a self powered nurse tank) when mynders updated with newer bigger rigs....... but the old chief sent it to another fire department .... Hickman county (i believe ?) this international looks just like my pops truck.... sept she was 2wd and had a flat bed (not a dump bed like out 80 chevy ton) she was baby blue..... you couldnt kick a dent in that truck.... they were made tough back then..... not like trucks nowa days...... i always liked international trucks..... but not there tractor line so much...... they were eh okay, but couldn't hold a candle to johndeere 20, 30, 40, and 50 series.

that's a very nice setup, we have a few threads here on chainsaws (everything chainsaws) (firewood burners) (let's talk farm equipment) page two under general chat.

Welcome to ATVH.

oh i want one of those too! I'd love to see the underside setup, and what she's got under the hood i have got to stay off this thread.......lol! anyways .......... i have a question about this fire truck..... to me it KINDA resembles an older international..... (which I'm a big fan of) those were tuff as nails...... back in the day there were about a hand full of them, (about ten) farmer owned...... anyhow.....anyone have any idea what make this is ? it's got a badge center of the grill, but i can't make it out..... looks like westcaost mirrors and that center axle cap on the rear right hand side ?? well...... I'd like to have a look under this too.

I'm just hanging around to gather more trust worthy friends..... my pics i posted, and hopefully make a run on the contest, HINT HINT but it's got to be someone who left there to joine us here.

perfect place for them..... in a sewage tank vac truck.

yeah...... they ran off some great fellas THAT nmade that forums what it was..... just think about it..... they were riding on alot coat tails...... i made a bun h of great friends o er there I'm just glad most of them got routed to the 1st 2 temp forums, and now our family is mostly in tack again.......

i still look for old friends like cmanningjr aka blue gloves...... plus a few other people..... i loved it when wheeler won the contest.... lol.... i think goober might have won too ? not sure if anyone else we know has....... fish i recall you posting about, and we sent wheeler straight to the winners circle.........wish we could do it again just to kick them in the face.... this might not have Needed to posted in open forums here..... I'm sure they have spy's here by now. yall are more the welcome to sweep this post, but...... i recall going back after being away.... and they have changed everything @XplicitRacing6 and myself use iPads, and we couldn't even navigate the forums.... that's when i went on my soap box rant....... i couldn't even PM my friend, and had trouble even posting

that's very sad, being hit over and over again, i would imagine a few people / families will be moving away ? if i live long enough, and the prediction of tornado alley moving ever closer...... I'm gone, I've seen aNd chased enough of those monsters, i don't need to be struck by lightening for the 4th time or deal with the damaging hale stones........ getting too old for that mess..... now i just wish for a simple life..... with no worries of whether i might be blown away....... or be buried under a flattened 5,000 square foot home, or crushed by the massive trees in my yard...... or go running to the storm shelter, which i had custom poured concrete / reinforced with rebar...... i reckon when a man has had enough.... that's it.

very well said, i agree completely! i have an idea what will happen, but I'll keep my thoughts to myself..... just a Wait and see deal, bet this idea backfires.

lol! yeah you see outfits like that at talledage...... they get crazy down there.